The " Mood "Oh yes , embrace it and fear it. Apparently I'm in a 'mood' , and no , it's not THAT mood , that once a month crap that all females like to pull on unsuspecting friends and family members.
This is more of a random mood , it could be a happy one , a sad one , or just somewhere in between. And now , i just feel sombre.
No , no , there has not been a death or anything along those lines. But there is a loss somewhere in the picture. My mojo perhaps? God , i feel so moodless now. It's like every battle is not even worth fighting anymore , i've lost the desire to prove a point , or to correct a statement. A very simple ' just screw it ' mentality. And the worrying part is , I have no idea why.
I suppose I could pin it all on exam stress. But the situation is so much more complex than that. Somewhere in the back of my mind , the feeling of being disconnected is proving its guilt in the situation.
Thats what it is .
Disconnected. Isolated . Not intentionally , but in a way that you would never realise until you invest thought into it. I dont choose to be apart from people , nor do i do things intentionally to get under people's skin. Its just a lost sense. Like I've been equipped with a map but its unreadable. Or given directions to the middle of nowhere. Just totally and completely....
LOST.